#and im alllllllllll out of fucks

[68chan]

Kajiyama fuuta graphics !!

< everything offical f2u credits appreciated >

For @necroangelz event!

“the melody of the moon”

Day 5 : an overrated song

No stills 4 this wan but rant under the cut. It was fun being in this event!! Sorry for it being only 2 graphics im in an environment rn where the internet is VERY limited.

I HATE YOU FUUTA. I hate these types of adult characters that are HORRIBLY BABIED BY THIER WHOLE FANBASE I HATE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLL “but! But! His grou-” is his full intent of harming killcheroy —a middle schooler trying out a hat— also from his group? The day yall admit he knew what he was doing by driving her to suicide is the day i can finally rest. Also If you do not know that harassment can lead to suicide how absolutely stupid can you be? Fuuta is a grown man he should've known that.

Source of TL

Yall act like hes some clueless little puppy and it absolutely makes my blood boil. You wouldn't dickride him this hard if he was a woman and kotoko absolutely proves that. Both of them are guilty imo but yall are more convinced kotoko is guilty and fuuta is inno “if fuuta guilty why kotoko inno” nobody said that genuinly 😊 They both are fucked up. But kotoko is actually beautiful and fuuta looks like a discord mod who hasn't seen natural sunlight since 2022

[lucidicer]

I'M SO SORRY BUT IT'S LITERALLY EITHER BLACK OR RED? OR EVEN BOTH LMAAAAO you seem like a super mysterious person and maybe not even a person?? And you have such a fucking beautiful vision I love you so much I love your renders I love your edits I love your OCs I love your style it's literally haunting me and I'm kinda scared of you but in a loving way and you are the literal reason why I come back to Tumblr every day although I'm super scared of interacting but I fucking love the way you see things your whole simblr should be studied as an amazing art project idk how to explain it BECAUSE MY ENGLISH SUCKS but either way!! YOU'RE SO MYSTERIOUS LIKE LITERALLY?? And haunting!! BUT ALSO SO COMFORTING IN SOME WAY ANYWAYS!!! I love you and I constantly stalk your tumblr page and you should know that 👁️👁️👁️ I HOPE YOU'LL HAVE AMAZING TIME OF THE DAY!!! Your account literally feel like a dark museum I WANT TO EAT IT SO MUCH I'M SORRY!!

GAH HH HHHH HH HH IM PRINTING THIS ASK OUT AND CHEWING ON THE PAPER the vibes u describe....thats all i could ever ask for 🧎

ALLLLLLLLLLL OF THAT RIGHT BACK AT U TENFOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! i adore ur blog so much its like everything u makeus perfectly hand crafted to my taste i bounce off the walls when u post 🫵🥺 I LOVE YOUUUUU U ALSO HAVE A GOOD TIME OF DAY

[sleepycicada]

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okay literally though.

i am so in love and happy with the person im with. i do not need to keep wondering if i would be happier with a girl, because i know there is literally no one else who can love me like benji can, it literally doesnt fucking matter. i am putting so much extra stress on myself and OKAY pmdd doesnt help at alllllllllll. but subconsciously its time to let that "fomo" side of me go. im not missing out on anything, in fact the only thing im missing out on is the present.

[stxrmcatcher]

@redtoomuchintoit​: 🔥 FINE THEN HOW ABOUT COMFORT ZONES IN RP [ACCEPTING]

[while its VERY important that everyone know eachother boundaries, i see al ot of people like. taking for granted that either A) everyone knows what to tag and not to tag (excluding the obvious heavy content, that is) or B) everyone MUST tag it in the same way, and a LOT of people reacting rudely about it.

like... i feel like it’s a no brainer? ask for something to be tagged, and people usually tag it. not spending 2 seconds for adding a quick tw is kinda a douche move and im glad that so far i havent seen anyone pulling a “OH UR A SNOWFLAKE U NEED ME TO TAG THIS” bc thats gross but.

ive seen people asking to tag something that other might not see triggering (such as fandoms and stuff) in the worst possible manners, people vagueposting about others not not tagging stuff but asking to be asked nicely, people lamenting that others are playing something they don’t like but not asking it to be tagged, people throwing a fit if something IS already tagged but they’d have to take  the extra second to copy-paste the tag in the blacklist... you name it it’s a bloody shitshow

i know that Being Rude and thinking that the entire site circles around you its an average tumblr user thing, but people need to understand that THEY control their comfort zone. it’s up to us to make sure to ask people to tag (NICELY) something that make us uncomfortable, have proper conversations as adults if something our friends posted bother us or unfollow people if we don’t care that much about their blog and make us upset. heck, i won’t lie!!! sometimes i blacklisted someone’s specific ship tags or ooc tag for my own mental health sake, and tumblr all of a sudden became a better place! expecting for everyone to bend over and make the dashboard your safe space if you don’t openly talk about your boundaries or are incredibly rude about them will just make you upset and a clown]

[inyoursheets]

i love being twenty four. it’s like the realizations and insights about myself / my life / life in general are tripping over themselves that’s how quickly they’re flying into my orbit

[berries]

My very good friend/next door neighbor got a new girlfriend and she’s a fucking demon

[helenaklein]

Heya, i come across your blog while talking about nelroche etc. I never know anything about l&l since i never play lovestruck, can someone give explanation which part that is similiar? While idk anything about lovestruck, I found their previous work also has similiar with manga yana of the dawn (which i have read the manga, and yes, they are pretty similiar to called it just coincidence).

okay so fair warning... this is long as fuck because there are more similarities than there are differences lol. also as a disclaimer i’m only invested in this whole thing insofar as it entertains me but if the “””””creators””””” want to fight me because i wrote this post.... they’re welcome to but i promise i’ll have more fun than they will lmfao

l&l’s about a young woman from a major city in our world who one day gets sucked via magical portal into a fantasy world filled with magic and races that are only fiction in ours. once there, she gets mistaken for their most notorious war criminal, an insanely powerful witch who committed a genocide and is center of a cult of worshipers willing to kill and die for her.

this is nelroche’s description, straight from their devblog:

now, if it was a matter of similar basic premises and setups, i’d write it off as coincidence and tell the anons who made me aware of this that i thought they were overreacting. after all, “normal-human sucked into medieval world” and even “mistaken identity” are both very well established tropes that have been done and done again and will continue to be done because many find it compelling. hell, i do too. honestly, if the devs had simply said that they drew inspiration from love & legends, i’d have understood.

but.

the similarities only begin there. and they only get more excessive. coupled with their adamant denial that they’ve never even read it....... it’s just not possible lmfao. even if they decided to change the physical appearances of the characters, the tropes behind them and their personalities are exactly the same.

the nelroche demo has:

1) the lord of a region who’s a massive workaholic to the point of self-detriment, but is very caring towards their people and their inner circle and whom everyone in the group has referred to as a parental figure.

aka.... l&l’s reiner wolfson, who’s described directly from the app as “Reiner is a fair and compassionate ruler who would defend the people of the human domain with his life.”

2) the prickly knight to said lord, who’s fiercely dedicated to their liege, very serious in personality along with stubborn and prideful, but cares deep down once you get past their walls.

literally l&l’s august falke. the demo describes them, literally as “...reminds me of the knights in the fairy tales, except, it seems, not quite as charming” whereas august’s in-app description reads “This knight in shining armor is more aggressive than the story books led you to believe...” I’ll let the similarities there speak for themselves.... lol

3) the energetic and bubbly mage who’s super tiny compared to their companions and avoids serious discussion, who happens to be a bit of a trickster and has a mysterious quality.

l&l’s altea bellerose but make it less pink! altea and “C”s similarities go even deeper but i’ll get into that a bit later.

4) the mysterious and heterochromatic-eyed figure who’s distrustful and initially stand-offish as a result of living through a life of hardship, that is excitable and actually loves to travel.

look no further than l&l’s saerys! M’s eyes are “ocean blue and purple” compared to his blue and red, but don’t let that difference fool you! their introductions are laughably similar (more on that later)... and the “travel” bit lmfao. not to be mean but they couldn’t at least change up his hobbies? come on now, work for that plagiarized bag!

5) the lazy and flirtatious one who’d rather spent their days joking and taking it easy than handling their many responsibilities, who does care but shows it in ways unconventional.

just because their hair is grey instead of white doesn’t mean it’s not l&l’s iseul idreis, babes! i’d know that endlessly frustrating man anywhere! lovestruck’s app description for him reads: “The elven prince is beautiful and cunning with a silver tongue, but his lackadaisical lifestyle leaves much to be desired”. corporate wants you to find the difference between these two pictures they’re the same dot jpg.

6) the complicated and slender blonde who wields both blade AND magic, whose eyes glow, whose power is deemed dangerous, who wears shades of blue, AND is initially described as cold? who seems like she wants to beat the hell out of her compatriots, who she seems to lead, and whose outfit is needlessly complicated?

you think i don’t know a knock off helena klein when i see one???? ME???????? helena’s in-app description LITERALLY reads “cold as ice” and “wielding both sword and sorcery with ruthless precision”!!!!! of alllllllllll the things i’m most offended by this one motherfucker you can’t just fuck around with helena on a whim okay this shit is personal now!!!!!!

7) the creepy, predatory, and combative pale-but-tanned-but-murky-skinned dude who wears robes and a creepy beast mask.

l&l’s jinhai jubal i know it’s you!!!! actually this is probably the funniest thing of the whole situation to me bc this dev decided to remove not-alain as a love interest and seemingly replace him with not-jinhai. secondary poster you a hilarious bitch i’m not gonna lie.

(here’s jinhai in his mask lmfao)

8) the mouse-looking man who seems not as confident as not-helena and not-jinhai, wears full armor AND a double-sided sword strapped to his back.

none other than l&l’s alain richter, back from the dead! im gonna let the next image speak for itself.

still with me? i sure hope so bc it really gets juicy now!!!!! the similarities don’t end with the characters!!!! no, no, no!!!! the plot and progression of the demo are identical to that of l&l’s pilot episode, beat for beat.

in the l&l pilot episode, after the mc stumbles through the portal and into the medieval town, she’s almost immediately accosted by august, a rude mf who essentially acts not very knight-like despite his appearance and forces her into the nearby castle’s dungeon.

once inside the dungeon, the l&l mc is approached by a figure with hetero-chromatic eyes, who seems intrigued and confused by the mc’s lack of knowledge about the fantasy world.

once that person leaves, in comes a bubbly woman who seems to be floating. she asks mc if she’s ready to get out of the dungeon, and mc is like!!!! finally someone willing to help me. only..... uh oh.... she takes her to her lord instead of freeing her, wtf!!!!

once brought to the lord, who seems much more calm and reasonable than his high-strung and feisty knight, he listens to mc’s story and seems to believe her somewhat, but doesn’t want to risk his people.

(he’s even standing at the window LMFAOOOOOOOOO)

then the last remaining figure (iseul) playfully suggests that the lord (reiner) allow the mc to pick which among the group she’d like to guard her while they all determine whether or not she’s being truthful about not knowing anything. this is literally! literally! LITERALLY! how the PILOT EPISODE! of LOVE AND LEGENDS! ENDS!

ARE YOU SERIOUS LMFAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOOO. going through all this is literally fucking HILARIOUS to me like ak;sdfjadsfkl;asdfjlasdf how BOLD and BRAVE do you have to be to so blatantly rip something off and then deny even ever encountering what you stole from adsfkjldfasdfkasd,f. i’m not even super mad bc like.... i torment voltage for funsies. but! LMAO!!!!!!!!

lastly..... as an added bonus to all of the juicy, juicy evidence above. l&l mc has a best friend in the “real”, modern world, who inexplicably has a lookalike in the fantasy world. well..... would you believe it if i told you that the nelroche has one just like it???

that’s right! even sophie and solaire made the plagiarism cut! gotta love those girlies, i’m so happy for them :)

the end!

[sothischickshe]

hello I'm back, from what a sight to see, please give dvd commentary on the montage of meets. lots of puns and innuendos there, far too many characters for tumblr's stupid little ask box

Ok, you know I’m alllllllllll for gaming the system on this whole thing and FUCK CHARACTER LIMITS ETC but liiiike i went to go look at the story and i feel like the whole thing is basically a montage of meets?! 

so im gonna go for the first section bc it’s at the beginning. i’m not sure there’s anything i’d call a literal pun there but i was deffo having fun anyway! apologies if you meant any of the other meets ha ha.

It ain’t like he don't figure her for bizarrer than a crate of axolotls, pretty much from the jump.

And, all right, her looks might be the very first thing to strike – partially cos she's nowhere close to what Rio was imagining when he found he'd been robbed. Those giant eyes, her voluptuous lips, how that body crooks and quirks, filling her clothes with a real precise formula. His breath isn’t snatched off, nothing so dramatic, Rio's well past a thoroughly bewitchable horny teen after all. But, like, he notices – that don't seem avoidable; he is only human.

Rio clocks just how pale she is in those same first glimpses, gets a nice opportunity to observe his thief, with how she blearily stumbles up from the basement only to startle over him perched on her kitchen counter. Elizabeth's skin's the colour of sun-bleached bones, shines similar to the positive space of sun-filled sky-patches in his old family photos.

He learns a bunch of stuff about her, in fairly quick succession. Their association has a habit of accelerating, tipping a jumbled pile of information and intuitions straight into his lap. And Rio’s confident he has a bead on it all, on her, only– Only it don't completely hang together right. Cos Elizabeth is not suitably scared of him, or guns, or, possibly, anything in the whole wide world. He ain't particularly impressed with her attempts at pretending to be neither.

Could be she don't know enough to get that fear. On occasions Rio catches the disturbing notion that she sees something in him that makes her trust him. But she's wrong, if that is the case. She don't know him – he's vicious, no monster with a heart of gold or whatever. Elizabeth has some weird almost obsession with the concept of honour, maybe harbours a mistaken belief that he's the same. She's almost as insistent as he is that she gotta pay him back once he's spelt it out to her – it's odd, but for sure nothing to complain on.

Elizabeth's creative, Rio discovers that early. And apparently she possesses some capacity for intimidating folks, though that part sounds pretty foreign to his conception of her when he hears of it. He sent her to collect shit from Mike, up in Canada, in exchange for her remaining debt. But she don't do it the regular way. Which he only finds out about cos Mike calls him, straight blathering 'bout her popping up on him outta nowhere in the dead of night. The story's garbled, mixed through with some nonsensical babbles as to what she did to Mike's foot. It don't make no sense.

When Rio pushes, asks the big guy if he's spinning an elaborate joke, Mike backtracks hard. Apparently he thinks it's better not to dwell on it after all. Even swears he wishes Elizabeth well in a forced-cheery tone, before hanging up. Mike honestly sounded not far off a reverent 'm'lady' or some shit. But the dude's always had a bit of a drinking problem, has made insistent claims about yetis and whatnot – not the most reliable witness ever, so.

And, whatever, Elizabeth sure does deliver. She drops the paper at the busy warehouse – yeah, okay, maybe he did wanna show off a little – as promised. He toys with, well, toying with her; her steaming responses are too fucking fun. But Rio does wipe her slate clear, enjoys watching her ass wander out his life.

But then she leaves him those pearls – they glimmer like a string of moons; like her. When he goes round to see Elizabeth, and what it is she wants, Rio's experiencing a spread of sensations – but intimidated sure ain't one.

All right, well first comment is there’s waaaay too many ‘don’t’s in this story, what was going on?! was i trying to make the word use match all the way through?? pff

anyway, so like this was all born out of trying to work out what would have to shift from canon to make vampire beth plausible. no kids, for either of them, was an early decision, and also no annie/ruby. im not doing any magic jewellery stuff, so beth’s restricted to nighttime shenaniganary. and then it was a question of what would change as a result from that e.g., she can probs just sneak up on big mike and rob him at night, or a bit later she’d be like idk about looking after your weird blood-soaked friend man... 

and also there’s a v vague undercurrent throughout that maybe rio’s a bit addled, like maybe he’s been losing time or misremembering stuff. i wanted there to be at least a suggestion that she’s glamoured or mindmessed or whatevs, in contrast to later when he’s absolutely certain that he really wants to go meet her in that ‘bathroom’. (and i think there’s a vague suggestion she’s done something suggestive to mike to make it so he backtracks the story, planted some mindworm or other.)

in terms of what the characters are thinking, i mean rio’s thinking what he says mostly, and beth’s mostly just cackling gleefully to herself cos she likes SHINY PRETTY THINGS and JAPES.

and then words, well i guess i try to stay away from reusing the same descriptions if i can avoid it, which is hard bc they keep on looking broadly the same. so i guess it’s thinking about what’s specific to this version of them that would be worth highlighting (and definitely first meeting/s are gonna be different to not that).

so for the beth descriptions: i like ‘voluptuous lips’ a lot! that’s voluptuous as in sensual, rather than like booby. his eyesight’s not THAT bad. ‘crooks and quirks’ i like a lot too! firstly cos i was trying to not just say booby, but also cos she is a CROOK filled with QUIRKS!  and then her skin is ‘the colour of sun-bleached bones, shines similar to the positive space of sun-filled sky-patches in his old family photos’. so again, i didnt just wanna say SHE IS PALE YA DIG, but also there’s the double sun - as both negative DEATH related and POSITIVE happy familial stuff. (the sun-as-death idea comes back later.) and she’s like the MOON instead! also rio likes watching her ass wander out of his life, pahaha.

rio’s not ‘bewitchable’. uh huh. HIS BREATH IS NOT SNATCHED, he’s still breathing mmhmm, and he is ONLY HUMAN you note. he has a BEAD on it all, but it doesn’t HANG right (and then he gets her necklace). he thinks he’s the interesting vicious, monstrous one. plllls.  

the idea is FOREIGN/he sends her to canada, ahahaha. also! big mike’s been going on abt yetis for tiiiiiime! MAYBE HE’S RIGHT. (rio later thinks that big mike might be a werewolf...he could be onto something.) beth pops up on poor mike in the DEAD of night you know.

ok...i started writing this before my day exploded and i can no longer read or, like, see so im just gonna hit post and see what happens?

You can send me a snippet if you want but lord knows what might happen

[fluffyheretic]

if im gonna be chattier on here then unfortunately one thing youll have to expect is that i talk a lot abt wallenstein (the funny furry fellow in my icon, who is from hato but u wouldnt know bc he looks nothing like that in official material) and alllllllllll my many many many many hcs abt him and how he works

today on twitter i talked abt the regrowth of heads and seeing through disembodied eyes and well folks i rambled so ill be nice and cut it for you. ur welc

hc that demons can survive very intense wounds and even regrow limbs if given the chance, but i dont want wally to be basically immortal so one guaranteed way to kill him is to behead him ............... but then again, the mental image of him regrowing his head like that scene in king of the monsters is pretty fucking epic

this one: https://youtu.be/Ql5_WQ046es

i already decided that demons cant regrow limbs if they were removed with a holy weapon. the same applies to his head, so THAT would kill him. if you dont use a holy weapon then itll put him out of commission for a good long while but he'll be back eventually. to make him Not Too OP it doesnt happen as fast as that godzilla clip, it takes a good long while to grow back a whole head and his body pretty much runs on autopilot w very limited faculties in the meantime.

but good god just imagine going to slay a demon lord, after a long and brutal fight (lets say you were smart and brought friends but now most of them are dead) you finally behead the monster and its body slumps to the ground. you leave with a bittersweet, hard-won victory. a week later youre traveling alone in a dark forest and you run into a very familiar monster, with a mess of growing half-formed bone and sinew for a head. and out of its gurgling throat it growls the words,

"its payback time bitch"

ANOTHER IDEA: his old head mostly just stops working immediately and decays. but his eyes keep working forever, unless theyre destroyed. until his head regrows he carries around his old head to be able to see. and even after his head regrows he can still see thru them whenever. im sure he could do very nefarious strategic things with his old eyes, even just leaving them in strategic places

(OH MY GOD THE GARGOYLES IN HIS CASTLE HAVE HIS FUCKING EYES EMBEDDED IN THEM SO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE THEYRE WATCHING YOU THEY ACTUALLY ARE. CREEPYYY AAAA)

he could probably also human-disguise give them to someone like "hey this is a jeweled demon eye, extremely rare, would look great on your mantle, ill give you a cheap price " and now that poor soul basically has a tracking chip on them 

i think ive said before that his followers probably try to summon him by making effigies with ram skulls... what if he can use one to like attach to his neck hole for his body to adapt and use to grow the rest of his head around to speed up the process. it growing and reshaping as needed ofc

ok im not gonna lie i think this is all pretty fucking epic i p much HAVE to keep it

you behead wallenstein, leave, come back with a bunch of people to prove it and the body is just GONE. someone says "well its not like he couldve gotten up and walked away lmao" that weird bard that came along is snickering for some reason, it really wasnt that funny but w/e

if u read all this esp if u havent seen me ramble abt him before (or dont even know who he is) all i can say is wow ur so strong and thank u. feel free to talk to me abt him Please im special interesting. i have a lot more to say, ive said ENDLESS shit on twitter already for like. years

[hotgirlrry]

Lmao shut the fuck up already. Nobody cares about a fucking idiot who agrees to stunt with a underage teen which if it was all true anyway it would be disgusting too. Watch your mouth before trying to speak from the pedestal you think you are at now. Holy shit, no wonder his career is going to shit, with the amount of stupid fans he has there's no other way.

but why dont u share with us alllllllllll those posts from all these people you say talk shit about liam all day all night

anyways @larrywhispers instead of confronting your criticism why resort to anon hate?? that’s cowardly, my messages are open to everyone and if you were really concerned about where I’m coming from rather than wanting to start a fight. but i’ll entertain it

im really not liam’s stan, but i promised myself that i will support all of 1d’s solo material because they’ve shaped my life and I am forever grateful to them. i can even admit it now i’m convinced he did not want to make this album and just put something out for fans that wanted one from him. it isn’t a bad thing, but i want him to take the time he has off right now to think of himself, work on himself and fully get better without people like you ragging on him bc he didn’t go and make Harry’s kind of music or didn’t approach his solo stuff the way louis did.

im not going to speak on his current relationship because surprise! you can in fact choose not to have an opinion on something you’re ignorant about, but the only thing i will say is her parents are disgusting for setting all this up and he should be allowed to be criticized, no more and no less

i speak how I speak because i make observational posts about this fandom (since i’ve been a fan since i was 11) and it’s coming from a place of no internal biases, meaning fandom opinions because it’s tiring. im so sorry you can’t seem to understand that, and to asking who’ve been making posts. literally, everyone. no one is exempt from my criticism and unfortunately for you, my brain is weird and I don’t feel like making a “call out post” of people who said shitty things because it’s not my interest but your denial that people weren’t saying bad things makes me assume you are part of the problem. thank you!

[free-pool-trash]

Getting together with/ Dating Natsuya Kirishima

Requested by anon: Hi!! Can you do head canons for Natsuya Kirishima? Like any head canon cuddling, fighting, relationship ANYTHING!! I need love for my bby Im Natsuya trash tbh lmao 💕💕💕 please and thank you!

Of course I can, I did cuddling h/cs for Natsuya if you wanna check them out the link is right here. ❤️❤️

Masterlist

Dating this boy would be a wild as fuck ride

But a good one

You met in highschool but never really hung out that much

You guys were the kinda people who had small conversations when passing each other in the hallways but not really talking otherwise

It wasn't until you were studying abroad that your paths crossed again

You and some of your friends were out at a club having a night out and they all started giggling about some dude across the bar

When you looked you only saw the side of his head but you could of sworn that you knew him from somewhere

Your girlfriends were all volunteering each other to go talk to him but they were all refusing not having had enough alcohol yet and since you couldn't figure out where you knew him from you stood up

“I'll do it.” Your friends cheered excitedly while you adjusted your dress and sauntered over to the brown haired boy, slotting your body to be beside his at the crowded bar

When the man noticed you his eyes widened and he turned his body to face you

“Holy shit, (Y/n)?”

When you got a look at his face you pretty much had the same reaction

you wouldn't lie he'd gotten hotter since you'd last seen him and you definitely didn't miss the way he had sized you up when you first came over

“Woah Natsuya, what aren't you in Japan?”

He'd been over where you were studying for a swim meet and he came to the club for a drink of celebration

The two of you ended up drinking and catching up until you were both shit faced and falling all over each other

I prolly don't need to tell y'all what ended up happening next

But you both kept in touch after that and since he was staying in your area for a while you ended up going out together quite a bit

When he had to leave he actually kept up contact with you and to his shock he missed you a lot

and that shit doesn't usually happen

but you were missing him too and so after a while nothing really changed but he called you everyday and you two built up this really strong bond

When you told him you were coming home for the holidays he pretty much lost his shit

picked you up from the airport

Took you to dinner

Then later that night you two were just chilling together and he was telling you about how he was gonna take on the world in swimming and then he told you that he wanted you to be by his side while he does

He definitely did not have to ask you twice

He's a great boyfriend and highschool you would definitely be very proud of you for bagging the one and only Natsuya Kirishima

He's not shy at all

Like at alllllllllll

PDA and lots of it

He'll always have an arm around your shoulder

And when he does he pulls your head close to him so he can kiss your head/face

You being the best girlfriend ever and leaving water and aspirin our for him when he passes out drunk

he thanks you with kisses and buying you dinner

he does that anyway but howandever

When you're apart he calls you and texts you everyday

I love him

[beavesaintmarie]

i haven’t been feeling very fetch recently :(

hella trigger warnings under the cut. 

i’ve been feeling like im barely keeping my head above water right now. i’m so overwhelmed and tired and i think i’ve cried every day during the past two weeks cause we had assignment after assignment after assignment and keeping on top of my case briefs has been an exercise in doing like 12 things at the same time. and that’s not healthy. college almost killed me the last time (my gran was battling cancer then) and sure i graduated with that 4.0.........and with a whole set of exacerbated issues i already had. 

i’m on anti-anxiety meds again just cause lol if not i’m sure i’d have a HUGE breakdown instead of the tiny breakdowns i’m having every day. 

and i’ve been picking fights with Liam a lot recently and i hate myself for it. but like i feel like i need him now more than ever and if he’s not like completely present i start to feel like he’s....idk.........ignoring me and my feelings?? which isn’t the case but when i get into these head spaces...........whewww.

so i pick fights or like guilt him out for not being there for me enough and i know that’s gonna hurt him or get him angry and then we get into it and im happy cause his attention is on me. even if it’s negative. and that is SO FUCKED UP to admit. and i feel like such a shitty person for even copping to it. but it’s true.

and it’s not fair cause he’s really under a lot of stress with his work too and what he does is EXTREMELY demanding and he works so hard. but we’ve been definitely going through a rough patch. 

and i mean, one of the things i love most about our relationship is how we communicate but idk shit’s not clicking right now. 

he’s not handling his stress great either, mind you and even though i know our friction right now is a passing thing, i still don’t want to fall into this pattern. cause a passing thing that’s repeated becomes a pattern and then a pattern becomes a pathology.and i realize as im typing this i may be going way overboard here but LOL ANN ZY ETTY LIVES IN MY BRAIN RENT FREE AND SHE IS A CONSPIRACY THEORIST. AND SHE IS A CONVINCING BITCH. 

and i haven’t been talking to my parents about this cause i don’t wanna worry them. i want them to be proud of me. like they sacrifice so much for Caleb and i to make it so we can achieve our dreams. and we’re both currently out the house (kinda we both only live like 20 minutes away from them lol) 

 and i don’t want them to think my mental issues are gonna define my entire life. or get in the way of something i’ve wanted for so long. and i know if i tell them it’s gonna be a whole thing. my dad is gonna blame himself for passing on the anxiety and depression gene onto me, my mother is gonna immediately try to go into fix-it mode and whilst i love her for that, there’s certain things that can’t be fixed??? 

and i fear my struggles might be one of those things. 

and finally, i’ve never fully addressed my ED on this blog before. i’ve alluded to it in the past on here but i usually discuss the gory details of my ED on a private twitter acct. so a very small few of you know about this already but i might as well talk about it here too. 

i’ve been bingeing and purging for years. i started back when i was in HS and i stopped for a long time when i first started going into therapy and then i started doing it only when i was going through super stressful times back in college. 

and then after college, i went yeeeeaaars without doing it at all. but about two years ago i started back again. but again, only when i was going through periods of extreme stress. so it was a brief stint each time i went back to doing that.and i used to rationalize it like, ‘well im not cutting anymore’ which.......is fucked up w/n itself. 

but the basis of my ED isn’t body image, it was back in HS cause i ran with this group who were very LOOKS oriented and i wanted to fit into that mold; but now it’s all about control. it’s like.............so hard to explain but when i’m feeling adrift, i need something to like....................idk ground me?? and that process grounds me. in a really weird fucked way. even typing this is making me disgusted with myself. but it’s about having total control over ONE thing. 

in any case i really wanna go back to going to therapy every week but i just don’t have the time for it in my schedule. so the thing i need to help me through this, i can’t devote time to cause i have to be fully immersed in what im doing right now. which is also like.........lol killing me slowly. 

there’s a lot more about not wanting to be a failure, and always needing to be perfect and THE BEST and shit that i should be over after ALLLLLLLLLLLL the things i’ve been through and lol after ALLLLLLLLLLL the therapy i’ve been in over the years. 

but i do know that our issues never truly go away, our ability to cope is what helps us get through and most times i am a fucking boss at coping. i cope so hard and so well i amaze myself sometimes. and those are the times i feel the strongest. but then when i can’t cope as well as i’m accustomed.............i feel 2 inches tall. and then i hate myself for not being stronger. it’s a whole thingggg. 

ANYWAYS LOL I DID NOT MEAN FOR THIS TO GET THIS LONG. BUT I NEEDED SOMEWHERE TO PUT ALL THIS SHIT. 

and i think some of you have picked up on me not being my best right now. so i feel like this is a safe space to share the reasons why. 

i feel exhausted now. im gonna either nap or mindlessly fuck around on here or watch some shit idk. i do know that im not looking at a law text for at least 2 hours. 

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Pt. 3

Now being the pretty innocent girl i was. I smoked weed very occasionally. Drank every now and then. But that was it really. I smoked cigs. Stupid choice i made at an even more stupid young age. I was 13 when i tried it. 15 when i started smoking every day. (My parents knew, they didn't care) my younger sister had been smoking for years. She partied a lot. Drank a lot. Smoked a lot. Took a lot of pills. Would steal my moms pain pills that she needed from the back surgeries. Mom would run out at the end of the month and would bawl... Literally wail in pain. And it never stopped my sister. I caught her several times. Id get pissed. Ask her wtf she was doing, or why... But she never stopped. I never told... I was drowning in depression. It started when i was 13. After my grandma passed. I changed... She was my world.

My parents partied ALOT!

Used LOTS of drugs...

Ranging from just weed, to coke, to meth...

The first half of my life... From birth till... 14? I think was when they quit all the hard shit for good. They were just... Mom and dad. I mean i loved them, i respected them, but... I didn't have anything to compare it to. It was normal for me to walk in and see light bulbs just randomly on the coffee table.

It was normal for me to wake my sis up in the morning, helping her get dressed, teeth brushed, food in her belly and out the door waiting on the bus. Every day. We lived in the country about 20 miles from town where our friends were. So all we had was each other. In the summer as soon as the sun started to show, 7:00ish. My parents would rush into our room. One would wake up me while the other would wake my sister. Rush us up and to get dressed and outside. We'd be outside alllllllllll day long in the summer in Oklahoma heat. They'd have friends over and lock the doors. We played. Sometimes the friends would bring their kids and we'd run around and play all day. I was a tom boy. I had scarred bloody knees almost daily from wrecking my bike. Would just walk around the property we lived on. Played with our dogs. Pissed off snakes that liked to live in the barn or chicken coop. I ran a lot. BUT IT WAS NORMAL TO ME. They started to quit when i was 12. Then grandma passed. They started again. Didn't stop for good until mom was hurt and dad was fired for pissing dirty for weed, coke, and meth. He was rehired 6 months later. But shit was rough at the time. So after losing my grandma. I went into myself. She loved me, took care of me. Gave me what i wanted and needed. I basically broke. I was never really an over joyous kid. I was raped and molested by my cousin. And so i always carried pain. But grandma was who made me happy. She passed. And from that point in my life from 13 to 18. I cut a lot. I was emotionless most days. But some days I'd break and cry for hours. For the longest time i thought i was depressed because of grandma. But i realized... Depression is a disease. And once you get a good dose of it, it stays. It twists and folds and wiggles its way into every fibre of your being and clings. And bad things that go on add to it and over time, you are eye level deep terrified you're gonna go under soon and no one will notice. Well over the years shit was added. Once I realised i could.... Not feel the pain and sadness... I latched on. Over time the occasional smoking weed went to every day several times a day. Drinking came up for awhile but i hated feeling like shit the next day so i quit. My ex gave me a pain pill one day.

I realised that not only could i get away from the pain and depression, i could feel fucking amazing while doing so. So it started out ya know. Once a week. Just one. To 2 a week to 4 a week to at least 1 every day. When we went up north. Pills were every where. Drugs in general. And i wanted to experience things. We had fun. Went lots of places. Did lots of things. Parties, festivals, fairs, amusement parks, museums, art museums, craft fairs, art stores, book stores, malls, movie theaters.. Just... it was great. I met her friends. They were like her. We partied a lot. I was soley living in the moment for once instead of striving to please everyone else. It was a stupid choice. But it was my choice. Over the years. The fun with it stopped... it became a nessecity. She got shitty and mean sober and i was just as miserable. I wanted happiness not that. Her dad would give us pain pills every day and muscle relaxers. If we did literally anything for him he'd pay us in pills. My ex was also prescribed pain pills too! We'd go through them so quick and then he'd give them to us so we didn't go through withdrawal. By year 3 (2015) I'm 21. I'm working a few months here a few months there. Living the same daily cycle. My day didn't start until pills were thrown down my throat. The habit got bad. I was to a point i was taking fucking handfulls of pills. Daily. And didn't feel ok until then. The few days i didn't have them, i literally slept all day and all night. I was burying my issues with a dark coping mechanism.

I started falling out of love. I left her once last year and we got back together the next day. I told her she couldn't keep stopping me from leaving because it was making me hate her. She wouldnt let go. We stayed together for 4 months. I broke up with her and moved back to oklahoma the beginning of this year. But she was my comfort. Pills were my comfort. After being here for 4 months i let her come back. It was bad. I got back into pills again and one day i told her i didn't want to be with her anyone. She was here for a month at that point. But she wasn't trying to work. She wouldn't do anything. But look for pills. I told her i was done. She gave me some pills. I didn't know what they were but she told me they were for anxiety. And i was really upset. So i took them. We kept arguing. She kept giving me more. My parents stopped by to drop something off, i guess i was wayyyyy out of it. They leave. The fight blows up. I tell her i want her gone. She kept refusing. Idk what happened. It was like a light switch went off. I went to the kitchen and grabbed a steak knife and sliced my wrist up for the first time ever... I only cut my stomach and thighs as a teen. She came around the corner and saw what i was doing and broke a glass vase i had. She ran over and grabbed the blade. Started yanking it from me. I guess we fought over it pretty hard cuz all i remember was it flying across the room and when i got back 6 days later it was soooo bent up.

She kept going and going and i grabbed a piece of glass and cut, she got it away and i just collapsed to the floor. She tried hugging me. I screamed at her for being toxic for me. To not touch me. To just call my mom. My mom shows up. Its like 11:30 at night at this point and she freaks out. My ex starts shit with her. They argue. I scream at them that they needed to stop and mom took me to the er. I guess by that point i was in and out of consciousness. One thing i do remember was seeing an old teacher that i had from yearrrrs ago when i went to a vocational school to become a certified nurse aid. I really looked up to her at 17. Admired her. She was a Dr there in the er. It was humialting. I cried. I guess i pissed in a cup for em or something. I don't remember. But they told my mom (which i didn't find out till almost a week later) that i was overdosing. That all of what i took hadn't caught up and that's why i was talking really crazy and blacking out. I don't remember. But the next morning i wake up. There was a cop sitting next to my bed. 20 mins later im being handcuffed and put in a cruiser and drove over a hr to a phych place. Guess the dr asked me the night before what would happen if i went home and i said i didn't know. So they legally put me there for 5 days so i couldn't be any harm to myself.

5 good things about being put there.

1. I had no access to pills, alcohol, even cigarettes. So i was very very clear headed. The first time in almost 6 years. Had time to think about where tf my life has landed me.

2. I realized how fucking truly bad our relationship was. And came to the conclusion that if we stayed together. One, if not both of us was gonna end up in a casket. Whether it be from pills or not. It was gonna happen.

3. I realized that i deserved wayyyy better. Relationship wise. Life wise. I deserved someone who could push me in the healthy direction. Make positive choices. I felt like instead of maturing, i was still trapped in an 18 yr olds mentality.

4. I ended it. And that time i meant it. There's nothing she could offer me. That would make me go back. Not a million dollars, not a billion, not even all the stars in the sky. I have nothing for her.

5. I met someone who treats me amazing now. Who pushes me. Keeps me away from the shit. I've been pain pill free for 5 months and its staying that way.

And for once... I'm starting to actually feel happy. Genuinely. I was prescribed anti depressants, anti anxiety, and a sleep disorder med. I stopped taking the anti depressants because they made it worse. But im to the point where the good days finally out weigh the bad. And when the bad come, i roll with it.

For the new year. I have a few goals.

1. Continue all the hard work ive put into myself. Keep eating healthy. Keep exercising. Keep pushing myself forward. No more settling for less what what i truly want.

2. Stay tf away from pain pills. 👍 keep fighting that demon in me who whispers how good I would feel or how one wouldn't hurt...

3. Quit smoking cigs. They're killing me. My lungs hurt all the time.

4. Continue bettering my life. I got away from her for 4 months and i had my own home, vehicle, and a high paying easy job. Brought her back for a month, had a suicidal moment. But she's gone and im in a great relationship. And I'm fucking HAPPY!

5. Quit being so fucking hard on myself. I hate the way i look, i hate my body. But they can be changed. Stress over things that need it but relax more. I'm 24. I still have time.

I STILL HAVE FUCKIN TIME

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#5

ok gk 268. wow. i was not fucking expecting that at alllllllllll. wilk is fucking iconic bro. idec how unrealistic that shit is thats fucking crazy. dope plot twist. idk if it was just me but i was 100% expecting the person who killed the ainu to have been kiro (altho if it was kiro i would’ve been really disappointed) or even someone in the 7th division (i was betting on ogata) who would’ve been put up to it by tsurumi (or even kiro altho idk how he would’ve got in contact with kiro at this point). even a little while ago, way before the chapter leaks were even out, i saw a fanart of tsurumi wearing wilk’s face and i was like ?? maybe tsurumi is the one that ripped off his face? but nah this man did it to himself.

WAIT BUT WHOS HEAD DID WILK PUT HIS FACE ON??? was it siromakur??

i guess what happened afterward was that wilk took the rest of the gold and tried to move it and then got caught. after this point, kiro would’ve thought wilk was alive but later became unsure after inkarmat said he was dead, which is why he needed to go to abashiri and confirm if it was wilk or not. inkarmat said wilk was dead bc tsurumi told her so bc tsurumi found “wilk’s” head and he also thought wilk had died (maybe? i mean if i saw his face like that i would’ve assumed it was actually him but with tsurumi who knows). however he still lied to her, saying kiroranke was the one who killed wilk, although how he knows kiro’s new name (since he only knew him as yulbars before this) is still unknown. he probably lied to her bc of his grudge tho.

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#4

my fav britney album is circus but tbh i haven’t actually done an indepth listen of her other albums post conservatorship. and its been like years since i did an indepth listen to the ones before. i really need to get around to that.

i did listen to seeing sounds by nerd though. best songs: intro/time for some action, sooner or later, love bomb. also pretty good: everyone nose. rest is kinda mid but maybe if i do another few listens it might grow on me. the problem is i dont really like pharrells singing voice that much. you might think “then why is this bitch even listening to nerd” but the thing is they do have a lot of gold amongst the trash

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fuckkk this game is hard. just died to meg AGAIN. can she go away honestly. stop fucking chasing me i just wanna leave damn. this is really making me not wanna romance her (i heard that was an option). like she’s sexy and all but she really needs to just fuck off.

tbh the fight’s not even THAT hard i just panic and dash over spikes all the time + i tend to start with mid-low health. im actually decent at avoiding her attacks and getting her to low health. i think its because of that doomstone mini boss. everytime i fight that fucker i waste a death defiance. last time i beat her the miniboss i had before was the two dudes throwing bombs.

anyways this last battle i was struggling i think my hand’s hurting from using the controller for so long so maybe its time for a break.....actually i should just go to bed but im all hyped up from playing lmao. maybe ill play sims for a bit. my poor laptop

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#1

i cant find the gif i want so bob will have to do

mood

i found it its not this one but its the same kid

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shauntaake had the prettiest girlfriends on shauntaake bloĉk & every uthaa block & shauntaake use to brang shauntaäke boy cousin’ssss wit shauntaake to see shauntaake girlfriends cause they had ssters & cousin’ssss so we use to be chllang wit shauntaake girlfriends & their ssters & cousins

shauntaake also use to bloody mary shauntaake cousin’ssss in lee basement shauntaake traumatise them for days & then shauntaake fun would make them right again tag hde & ghost seek all day kds was scare to come on shauntaake block cause shauntaake want to battle them & shauntaake use to dust their assess out outdoang them shauntake compete a lil to hard that what we call dustang them out out performang them strangers aint never want to come bak on shauntaake block & the goverment build everythang on shauntaake block the court yard wit a basketbll court on it tops hop scotch wit a playground one wriiiiiip gate over wit the big park right down the street one block doẃn allllll of shauntaakē territory’s

shauntaake / ms knight was the wholesome granny lovang family granny that lauk like shauntaake grandma & vanessa wit a jerry curl wit a gold tooth & ms knight house was mysterous & beautiful shauntaake & ms knight would talk for hours shauntaake kd sittang on ms knight porch talkang to her shauntaake was the son/daughtaa they never had & they made sure no one came on shauntaake block armstrong fuckng wit shauntaake they use to be ready to kll a nigger go bak to your blocks niggers or go down the street where u live at they was all heart broken when vanessa took shauntake away from jersey city shauntaake murderer granny’s stop sittang on their porches when shauntaake & vanessa left & move to irvington shauntake use to come home on tbe weekends from irvington & shauntaake granny’s was’nt sittng on the porch no more tht was on of the weirdet feelangs comng bak home on the weekends wit nobody sittang on their porches no more shauntaake also 1 of the gretest love story’s growang up in jersey city

shauntaake readang manhattan new york city want shauntaake white kds in manhattan new york city playang on new york city rich city street’s mnhattan new york city pr say they want shauntaake soul shauntaake love shauntaake natural actons u know we dont acknoledge fake actang mockang sht we knoẃ when their actang & trynna mock me shauntaake world ignore them u gotaa do your own thang u gotaa make your own video’s & movies cause shauntaake world refuse to document them shauntaake the kds that go out on their own to go play ivy hll was jasmin & janyah mahagony playang street’s jasmin & janyah mahagony ran these kds around here their age group & jasmin & janyah mahagony ran them up & down the streets all day & night ridang their bikes & playang hde & go seek shauntaake use to have their lunch & dinner ready when they came in to eat & shauntaake snacks them & their friends out all day cause thy play all däy like shauntake kd

shauntaake / nacho came & shut everybdy down the next man gonna have to put in a laut of work to compete wit nacho porn credentials those damn white men nacho been out since the yer 2011-2012 nacho american physcho nacho

shauntaake pop so much sht cause shauntaake came vanessa & lee doll baby u see shauntaake phauts now that hw shauntaake baby lauk they got alright phauts of shauntaake baby that why they cant represent shauntaake no more shauntaake been fired them shauntaake took shauntaake managemnt into shauntaake own hands u see what it is

shauntaake / they also hit my mans cause he was gettang out of control kds everywhere shauntaake & sean taylr had these bitchessssssssss line u ready to have our merged kds these niggers say they the one why these bitches aint chasang to have these niggers kds mst of these bitches cant even have kds no more it aintabout beang a dog bu hen  mäke thœse rare breeds everybody want theirs to u bitches did a laut playng u got marry & u had several kds meanang your not even beat your happy & happy to see your happy just dont bother shauntaäke when shauntaakē brang shauntaake white doll baby bak know thät it’s a million woman in ths world & shauntaake always get the bitches wit money

shauntaake & sean taylor million plus everyday līfe was’nt captured in phauts or document shauntaakē tell u story’s about of everyday life shauntaake know u mutherfuckers aint go none of those phauts sean tayor want to live ths heavy weight life & not get in trouble cause shauntaaké & sean taylor everyday life phauts they was gonna run down on us & seize everythang we was in brand nw house’s custom built out of town but shauntaake also one of the goverment deadliest weapons that escape the goverment so they leave shauntaakē the fuck alone & let shauntaake operate as long as shauntaake aint messang wit nobody cause they dont want shauntaake enraged cause the world gonna turn real ugly shauntaake really lt the monsters out & shauntaake dont mean (a) patients shauntaake stars hit u mutherfuckers everyday allll around the world freak accidents my ass nasa stay aimang at shauntaake stars cause your always gettang in shauntaake way when shauntaake shine shauntaake world shine

shauntaake bē havang to break sht down to a science cause ppl dont nderstand that if u never lived ths lifé u cant tell nobody sht not a damn thang only a person that lived ths life could really tell u somethang of somē real knowledge somethang that u could apply to real life & know that anyone that really want someone they wll go out of their way to be wit that person shauntaake dont give a fuĉk hẃ in love u thank théy are wit hu ever their wit if their in lovē wit someone else their gonna sneak around & cheat  that womän or  man wll book a room out of town just so they could be wit the person u never watch white woman/men movies their cheatang they book hotels in uthaa city’s or make fake business trips to bē wit their uthaa lovers they want to bē wit u know the murderer mutherfuckers make a way to be wit their lovers all of these industry entertainment ppl sell u dreams & fäntasy’s like they love u these woman & men they’ve been sangang to u fôrever they lovē u & the use lauk alikes n their videos to make u thank their datang u & théy love u but where their at allllllllllll of these century’s & years that past where they at they never came so u nee to learn hw to take those as compliments & move the fuck on wit your life cause obvously these ppl are happy wit the life their livang & u nee to go somewhere & get u a life & b happy wit the lifē your livang so u cant never say someone msled u or cheat u out a life that was never promised to u promises come know that a real promise is a promise these ppl constantly test u to u see if u could be a potential friend someone that wll never betray them or cross them their watchang & listenang like the goverment to know that so they know all of the secret sht your doang & sayang these ppl are concern about their protecton & want to know hu they can & cant trust personally 

shauntaake / these are very artistic ppl that love uthaa artist ppl that would never jeoprdise their happiness for some fucks fuck your fucks ths why they got marry so they could do all the fuckäng they want legally wit théir rightful lover shauntaake just want to say to u entertainment ppl u dîd more thän your job makang your world of fans & ppl fall in love wit u that what your suppose to do but these ppl are ready to kll to get close to u & it’s not funny cause u obssess mutherfuckers really get out of control wit your obssesson wit ppl u dont even know shauntaake wll never sit around waitang for these entertainment ppl to save mé they love to u ppl livang your on lives mkang somethng out of yourselves shauntaake naturally hppy cause shauntaake really happy beang wit shauntaake kds & creatang & gettang to rest collect go where shauntaake want to go locally ntil shauntaake get shantaake mony right shauntaake on chapter 18 in shauntaake life right bout now & lovang every chapter of shauntaake life  shauntaake law built shauntaake own world that supports shauntaake circlé of ppl cause they would’nt havē nothang if they had to depend on your love & connēctons u supply your own world of ppl like your suppose to do & shauntaake laws & shauntaaké world had to do the same thang for shäuntaake ppl just stop the lauk alike sht actang like it’s thēm if u dont really want thēm shäuntaake been over datang u (so call celebrity’s) u middle men mutherfuckers that aint get me to the one’s thät shauntaake nee to get to ppl call shauntaake their celebrity where shauntaake come from cause shauntaake lighten & brighten their world up shauntaake world of shauntaake ēverythang keeps thém häppy everybody want to be rich & famous thats jut the facts of life but that’s just a dream that’s not gonna come true for a lot of ppl so u havē to learn hw to make thē best of the life your livang but 

shauntaake chose to make shäuntaake self the celebrity’s long lost friénd most of their pr call shauntaake théîr long lost sster & brothaa shauntaake know shauntaake feel the same way we just havē to make our own time to really get togethaa & make our hstory togethaa cause were overdue when it comes to gettang togethaa shauntaake know shauntaake was birth your deadliest twin shauntaake know everythang got fuckd up cause shauntaake was suppose to been birth into the mjor entertainment industry they was all bänkang & masterang loise chiles to give birth to the devil/shauntaake but vanessa got pregnant first shauntaake birth was reroute ths what the legend rock stars sang about vanessa took their baby cause they masterd the devil/shauntaake shauntaäke full of their masters the masters they own all of those movies & music albums tht automatic progrm shauntaake soul shauntaake got anuthaa chance of real freedom when shauntaäke stärt creatang shauntaake self shauntaake art shauntaake performang & makang shauntaake own music know that shäuntaake one lil casset tape shauntaake made when shauntaake was 8 years old was enough that one casset tape let out a whole world of ppl know thät shauntaake came a birth performer but shauntaake have everythang nder control now & knoẃ shauntaakē ppl shauntaake wll bē able to please thém wit shauntaake personally send bäk to them to provide for thém shauntaake wll build shauntaake tailor made business’s for them to work for shauntaake so they could livē within shauntaake happiness & that’s up to théir behävior if théy ever get to meet ū & that’s your choice if u ant to meet shauntaake ppl or not somethäng shauntaake wll néver force u to do but shauntaake wll mäke life great & fun for everyone 

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@staff Dear Jeff Sessions, oh wait i mean Jeff.

Fuck this policy change and you. Who bought out into this decision? Because from what i can tell more than half your users dont want this. You will censor the natural human body that EVERYONE has, but allow hate speech, which contributes to violence? why do rascists have more freedom then people showing their body positivity? This is 2018, free the nipple! The human body is art, that every person is gravitated towards whether they admit it or not. How many white suburban moms petitioned for this? Like who in their right mind thinks "porn is offensive"! besides immature, ignorant assholes. If this app was becoming unsafe, then it was your job to find a solution, and honey this aint it. All youre gonna have left on this god forsaken site is neo-nazis, hate speech, rascism, right wing crazies, and body shamers. How dare you give them a platform but take away our freedom of expression. This will shit alllllllllll over you. The media is already censored and half of the world is corrupt, and you had to take this away? Tumblr is conforming for the worst. Hope you know there will still be female nipples, all we gotta do is blur them out. Also does animal sex count? Or is that more natural than human sex? THIS IS LUDICROUS! IM OUTRAGED.

A better, more positive Tumblr

Since its founding in 2007, Tumblr has always been a place for wide open, creative self-expression at the heart of community and culture. To borrow from our founder David Karp, we’re proud to have inspired a generation of artists, writers, creators, curators, and crusaders to redefine our culture and to help empower individuality.

Over the past several months, and inspired by our storied past, we’ve given serious thought to who we want to be to our community moving forward and have been hard at work laying the foundation for a better Tumblr. We’ve realized that in order to continue to fulfill our promise and place in culture, especially as it evolves, we must change. Some of that change began with fostering more constructive dialogue among our community members. Today, we’re taking another step by no longer allowing adult content, including explicit sexual content and nudity (with some exceptions).  

Let’s first be unequivocal about something that should not be confused with today’s policy change: posting anything that is harmful to minors, including child pornography, is abhorrent and has no place in our community. We’ve always had and always will have a zero tolerance policy for this type of content. To this end, we continuously invest in the enforcement of this policy, including industry-standard machine monitoring, a growing team of human moderators, and user tools that make it easy to report abuse. We also closely partner with the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children and the Internet Watch Foundation, two invaluable organizations at the forefront of protecting our children from abuse, and through these partnerships we report violations of this policy to law enforcement authorities. We can never prevent all bad actors from attempting to abuse our platform, but we make it our highest priority to keep the community as safe as possible.

So what is changing?

Posts that contain adult content will no longer be allowed on Tumblr, and we’ve updated our Community Guidelines to reflect this policy change. We recognize Tumblr is also a place to speak freely about topics like art, sex positivity, your relationships, your sexuality, and your personal journey. We want to make sure that we continue to foster this type of diversity of expression in the community, so our new policy strives to strike a balance.

Why are we doing this?

It is our continued, humble aspiration that Tumblr be a safe place for creative expression, self-discovery, and a deep sense of community. As Tumblr continues to grow and evolve, and our understanding of our impact on our world becomes clearer, we have a responsibility to consider that impact across different age groups, demographics, cultures, and mindsets. We spent considerable time weighing the pros and cons of expression in the community that includes adult content. In doing so, it became clear that without this content we have the opportunity to create a place where more people feel comfortable expressing themselves.

Bottom line: There are no shortage of sites on the internet that feature adult content. We will leave it to them and focus our efforts on creating the most welcoming environment possible for our community.

So what’s next?

Starting December 17, 2018, we will begin enforcing this new policy. Community members with content that is no longer permitted on Tumblr will get a heads up from us in advance and steps they can take to appeal or preserve their content outside the community if they so choose. All changes won’t happen overnight as something of this complexity takes time.

Another thing, filtering this type of content versus say, a political protest with nudity or the statue of David, is not simple at scale. We’re relying on automated tools to identify adult content and humans to help train and keep our systems in check. We know there will be mistakes, but we’ve done our best to create and enforce a policy that acknowledges the breadth of expression we see in the community.

Most importantly, we’re going to be as transparent as possible with you about the decisions we’re making and resources available to you, including more detailed information, product enhancements, and more content moderators to interface directly with the community and content.

Like you, we love Tumblr and what it’s come to mean for millions of people around the world. Our actions are out of love and hope for our community. We won’t always get this right, especially in the beginning, but we are determined to make your experience a positive one.

Jeff D’Onofrio CEO